Sadness

Monday, September 29, 2008

Ahh.

Monday. Time to start blogging again.

Friday was a very hard day for me. After 4 1/2 years together, I ended my relationship with Felix. For a long time, I haven't been happy, and I knew that this is what I needed to do. Do I miss him? A little bit, yes. Do I think this was the best decision for me, right now in my life? Yes, I do. I feel horrible that I did this to him. I never wanted to hurt him, I just wanted to be happy. I thought it would actually help me to write this, but it has filled my heart back up with sadness.

I hope everyone has a great week.

<3 And Felix, if you ever read this again, please know that I love you, and I will always love you. If we are meant to be, we will find our way back to each other again one day. <3

3 peeps said....:

Dirty Pirate Hooker said...

OMG, I'm so sorry!!!

I won't ask what happened because if you wanted me to know, you would have blogged about it.

XOXO
Bitch

Briana said...

It's ok! The only thing that happened was that I just wasn't happy with him anymore like I once was. I'm sad but I know and hope the sadness will only last a little while.

:)

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